Day 12

I let go

Of the 30 minutes of conversation planning for conversations that will likely never happen.


I open to the blessings

Of the 23 and a half hours that filled the rest of my day with joy.


I welcome my purpose

To be imperfect but to be present.


Day 11

I let go

Of the pressure to do it all, I am just too tired


I open to the blessings

Of my family, friends and community who see me when I am too tired to ask


I welcome my purpose

To take the hand offered in faith


Day 10

I let go

Of thinking I need to know all of the answers. As much as I want to, life would be so much simpler; but it would be so much less too.


I open to the blessings

Of experiencing my path, of the stumbles that when I get up remind me that I was never alone.


I welcome my purpose

To listen when I am feeling lost


Day 9

I let go

Of hiding from the shadows. Sometimes life hurts, it’s through those dark times we find our internal light if we put in the work.


I open to the blessings

Of being guided with heart


I welcome my purpose

To bring myself back from the little box of shame


Taking a step back

I missed writing, how many times will I say that in my life? How many times will I lose myself to everything but me? how many times will I pour out my cup until there is nothing left and I have given the cup away too?

What’s real is we do it. It happens, we give out our love and we forget to let love in.

So yea it might happen again, but then I will find myself again. What we find is that with each loss there is a new discovery. You find yourself again but you are not the same person who gave too much again. This time you know more.

So to my dears who need to hear it.

I know you are tired

I know you are needing a hug

I know you need to be heard

You are heard

You are loved

You are enough

Take this moment while you read to breathe with me. You are not alone. Even without someone in front of you, your pain made it to me and I am here for you. Tired together we will lean on each other and we will take the next step.

Look to the stars tonight. Keep a clear head and know you are never alone, we are connected, we are supported.

My dears I am never far away. I may be wandering but never lost.

Take that moment, find that spark, it is your beautiful self. Let it light up your night again.

Blessed be.