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When I knew

There was a moment when I knew I had given it all up. Everything my heart had, my mind, my being. I was no longer me, I was defined by my roles, the definitions that each person around me held. Mom, cleaner, boss, partner, mentor, supporter, listener, gardener, neighbor…the list went on. What I noContinue reading “When I knew”

I give

The days are here for me. The days when I can now see; with everything I take, there will always be something I give. For the love, for the time, for the life; I will give it all back threefold, in kind or in pain. May I chose to give in kind, may I choseContinue reading “I give”

Joy

I couldn’t find the joy, I couldn’t see the good, I couldn’t join the laugh. I knew, saw and heard them all, but they seemed so far away. Lost in the thick fog, another world moving by as I sat and moved so slow. My mind lost to a world of worry, a sadness ofContinue reading “Joy”

And I looked up

Forever I looked to the future Looking forward, looking past, looking to see All I needed was to look here Have you looked here? Have you looked up? Have you looked down? Have you looked today? Have you seen the love in the moment? Will you look now to see the perfection in now?

My greatest mistake

I was asked that question recently as part of an interview: “what is your greatest mistake”? In the past I could have told you a hundred mistakes I had made. Everything I did I judged, nothing was ever “perfect”. It was all part of my library of how I was not enough. But on thisContinue reading “My greatest mistake”

Dream big

We ask of their dreams What do you want to be when Ask now what they want I could ask what he wants to be when he wants to for up. Instead I ask, what do you want to do to change the world. I ask how, what makes you happy, what do you wantContinue reading “Dream big”

The middle ground

The middle The unseen The low risk The hidden The safe I have lived in the middle. I have loved to fit the mold. I have loved to calm the waters. I have lived to keep the peace. I have hidden me, for what I thought you needed. I see now You wanted to seeContinue reading “The middle ground”

Darkness

The clock ticks, night darkness calms, sleepy eyes rest upon the fading night sky Time everlasting, cool air surrounds, warming coffee promises float through the air The cycle continues, stars shine bright, the morning comes to shine through the day Until tonight, my dear night sky

Balance

Guided by the spin of the universe, balance and joy in our uniqueness

My thanksgiving- 2020

To my little ones I fill my heart with light and love. I let it flow through me to grow, taking as little as possible. So that you may know what the power of positivity brings. It can be hard work; to cultivate, to connect, to be grounded, and to nourish where you find lightContinue reading “My thanksgiving- 2020”