The truth

I made my world

I pushed

I hid

I built the walls

I buried

I made sure the dark ruled

Then I wondered why

Why am I alone

Why does no one understand

Why is it so hard

Why is the dark my life

I started to see a way

Could I find my way

Could I be whole again

Could I really be me

Could someone care

So I decided to be

I will be me

I will be strong

I will be authentic

I will be real

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For all my loves, I found myself in the dark without realizing I had lost the light. Thank you for shining your lights and reminding me of my own strength. My path is ever changing and always a journey of faith. Thank you for your love and for your light that again reminds me of the life yet to be lived.

We all have our struggles, our losses, our times of dark and rest. It is in the passing thoughts of lighter times that we are reminded that these dark times are season and as all seasons they will change and in them we will grow.

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Be well my loves.